MY LITTLE DIRTY SECRET

AN EXCERPT FROM MY LITTLE DIRTY SECRET:

“Well, Nikia got a feel of that beat down. It took Mrs. Johnson to pull Terri off of her.” She said, looking at her watch.
“Don’t tell me it was because of Wayne?” Mitchell asked, looking at her.
“And you know it.” She said as Wayne and Terri walked up.
Hey guys, where are we going to eat? I’m starving like Marvin.” Wayne said, sitting down next to Tyra.

 “Where are we going?”
“We’re going to Wendy’s.” Tony replied, looking at Terri who wasn’t paying him any mind because she was busy looking in her purse.
“That’s cool, because I’m starving,” Wayne said as Nikia walked up to him.
“Hey, I have something for that stomach if you come over to my house. You can drink all of my juices and you will be full.” Nikia said seductively rubbing his leg.
Everybody sat there and watched how bold she was and how disrespectful she was being towards Terri. Before anyone could react, Terri had Nikia on the ground beating the daylights out of Nikia. It took Tony and Mitchell to pull her off of her while Wayne stood there with a dumb smile on his face.
“Terri stop before you get kicked out of school.” Mitchell told her trying to hold onto her.
“I don’t care, that bitch done disrespected me for the last time. I don’t think so,” She said, trying to get away from Mitchell but couldn’t.
“Man, you’re some help.” Tyra told Wayne pushing him in the back of his head hard. “Nikia just disrespected yo girl and you’re standing there with a dumb look on your face? What kind of man are you?” Tyra asked, glaring at him while walking out of the door.
“I am a man who got two women fighting over me.” Wayne said, laughing.
They finally got Terri out to Mitchell’s car while Wayne followed them. Nikia tried to get to Terri, but Tony wouldn’t let her.
“Look Nikia, you need to chill out. Everybody knows you’re after Wayne, but it’s not going to happen so you need to take a chill pill and give up and stop acting like a tramp.” He told her.
Tony left the cafeteria and got into Mitchell’s ride and they left to go get something to eat. The air was full of tension. It was so thick you can cut it with a knife. Terri had her back turned on Wayne who was looking at her.
“So, it’s like that now huh?” Wayne asked her, while rubbing her back.
Terri turned around on him so fast, everybody held their breath waiting for the words to start flying, and “How can you sit there and ask me that dumb ass question after what you did?”
“What did I do? I didn’t do anything.”
“That’s my point, you didn’t do anything! You stood there and let her touch you and disrespect me like that! What kind of man would allow another woman to touch him while he with his woman? None, only your stupid ass!”
“Look, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you like that. I was shocked that’s all. And you better stop yelling at me like you ain’t got any sense.”
“Or what? You deserve to be yelled at! How can you tell me not to yell at you when you let some chicken head touch you like she did? You’re a sorry piece of meat! It took Mitchell and Tony to step up.”
“What did I tell you? Don’t be disrespecting me in front of people.” He told her glaring at her.
“Oh, you’re mad because I’m telling you about yourself? You need to be told, so you can wake up and see what you did.” She told him with a disgusted look on her face.
“Girl, what is your problem? Look, I said I was sorry for what happened, but I’m not going to sit here and let you talk to me any kind of way, because I’m about to dig in your behind!” He told her angrily looking at her.
“Hold up bruh, you’re not going to do anything to my sister. She has the right to get in yo ass about the stunt you just pulled. You just stood there and let that trick disrespect her like that and you didn’t do a damn thang about it. Saying I’m sorry isn’t going to cut it. Think about it man, how would you feel if another nigga disrespected you, what would you do?” Tony asked him glaring at him.
“I would kick his ass.” Wayne responded.
“My point exactly and she would be right next to you.”

Joy

Joy isn't a feeling that you get by winning the lottery. Joy comes from deep within. Not when things are going good, Joy comes from deep within. when things are going bad, Joy comes from deep within. when you have Jesus in your life, Joy comes from deep within. The reason why Joy comes from deep within is because that's where Jesus is at, within you. No matter what you are going through, Joy is there and you can face your problems head on and still have joy. Never let no one still your Joy because that is what keeps us moving along.

~Elois Thames~

New to the Game

What would you do when you have two small children to take care along with bills that keeps piling up? You got laid off from a good paying job and can't get another job because you're overqualified? What would you do when your back is against the wall? Let's have this discussion! What would you do when you don't have any children but you never saved? What would you do if you chose a profession that caused you to do things you never done before? Let's get it in! Find out in New to the Game!

My Little Dirty Secret

A dirty secret can destroy a soul and a family…

            What’s done in the dark will come to the light. This ring true in the Robinson family. What looks one way on the outside be another way on the inside. Jason and Katherine had the perfect family, 3 kids, Terri, Tony and Latisha. A house and four cars that is paid for. They both were prosecuting attorney’s that never lost a case, but when a secret comes out, Katherine’s world fell apart.

            When the secret comes out, what will Katherine do? Will she turn her back and turn a blind eye or would she take a bullet to protect her family? As Katherine, Tony, and Latisha race against time to find Terri, another secret comes out that threatens to tear them apart or keep them together.

            Can they find Terri in time before it’s too late?

             

            

My Little Dirty Secret By Elois Thames (Unedited)

Terri looked at the sleeping baby. Played with her hair and fingers. She couldn’t

believe how beautiful she was. Even though she was a product of rape, she felt something

strange. She couldn’t put her finger on it. She felt weird. As she was holding the baby,

 Mitchell came into the room.

            “Hey you, how are you?” Mitchell asked giving her a kiss and hug.

            “I’m good and you?” Terri asked looking up to him.

            “I’m better since I see you now. I see you’re holding the baby?”

            “Yes. I have a question for you.”

            “What is it?”

            “Would it be wrong if I decide to keep the baby?”

            “No, it wouldn’t be wrong. Why, you’re changing your mind?”

            “I don’t know. Joslin and Curtis came by today. And they said something that got

me thinking. After I prayed about it, God wants me to wait. But that’s not what got me

thinking though, it’s what they said, wolves in sheep clothing. They told me not to rush

 into anything. Don’t jump at the first family that says I want to adopt a child.”

            “That’s some good advice.”

            “I know she’s my father’s child, but I also don’t want to see abused either. So,

I’m having my mother do a background check on them. And plus, I haven’t received any

papers yet.” Terri told him.

            “Wait baby, do what God told you to do. Have you thought of a name for her

yet?”

            “Joslin Curtera Robinson.”

            “That’s a pretty name. I like that. I’ll be here for you no matter what you decide to

do. Okay?”

            “I know baby.” Terri said looking at him as Mr. and Mrs. Johansson came into the

room.

            Mrs. Johansson looked surprised to see Terri holding the baby. She got real

jealous.

            “Terri, what are you doing?” Mrs. Johansson asked coming over to the bed trying

to take the baby out of her arms.

            “Excuse you, you can’t just come in here and try to take her out my arms. What’s

wrong with you?” Terri told her holding the baby next to her.

            “You know you’re not supposed to hold her because you’re giving her up for

adoption.”

            “You haven’t presented me with no type of paperwork and furthermore, I’m

going to wait. Now can you please leave?”

            “You can’t back out now. We already paid our….” Mr. Johansson said, but

 stopping in mid-sentence.

            Mitchell stepping in between him and Terri, “I think you better leave now,

because you are some crooks. Yall just want the baby to sell her to somebody else.”

Mitchell said, glaring at her.

            “You got that right Mitchell. Isn’t that correct Joseph Day and Naomi Dean. They

 are wanted in five states for posing as a married couple and exclaiming they can’t have

children. So they fake a contract from a made up lawyer and then they take the child and

 sell them to rich families.” Katherine said coming through the front door with three

 police officers with her. “Get away from my daughter and granddaughter.”

            “How did you find out?” Naomi asked. Looking over at Katherine.

            “Oh, I did a background check on you. You see, I’m a lawyer. That’s where you

fail to ask. I did some digging and look what I turned up. Officers take them.” Katherine

 said standing in front of her daughter.

            So the police read them their rights and led them out of the room. Katherine gave

 a sigh of relief. She turned and looked at her daughter who was still playing with the

baby.

            “How are you holding up sweetie?” Katherine asked.

            “I’m happy. I’m glad I listened to Joslin and Curtis. After I prayed, God told me

to wait and that’s what I did. And he showed their true agenda. Mama, I’ve decided to

keep her.”

            “I’m glad you decided that.”

            “You do?” Terri asked confused.

            “Because I much rather for her to be raised by someone who is blood than by

some stranger. You know?”

            “Yes I know, but won’t it remind you of what daddy did to me?”

            “No. I’m going to love her like she’s my own. She’s innocent in all of this. So

what did you name my grandbaby?” Katherine asked holding out her arms for her.

            “Joslin Curtera Robinson.”

            “That’s a beautiful name. I like that.” Katherine told her.

            In the hall, Curtis and Joslin smiled glad that their work is done. Now they know

Terri is on the right track. As they walked down the hallway towards the elevator, they

vanished. No one would believe that they were actually angels sent by God to guide Terri

into making the right decision.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 

Problems

Problems

We all have problems. The world has problems. It's not a perfect world. Why should we stress. Give it to God and be happy through no matter what. I was told by a very good mentor, that when you take on other people's problem, you're adding stress to your life. Don't take on nobody else's problems but your own. If they have a problem, guess what, it's their problem not yours. Why worry about about what other's think? They're the one who needs to fix it not you. When you have a goal, no matter what you go through, keep going and staying focused until you get it done. You plant that seed and watch the fruitation of your labor. People always tends to see your problems and not there's. If everyone stop thinking about what other's thinks of them and do them, we would be in a better place. Leave the stress alone!

Can't get enough of you

Can't get enough of you

It seems I can't get enough of you. Whenever you're in my presence, I got to be near you. When you're gone, I can't get enough of you. You're always on my mind. How did it get this far? I know, you're forever in my presence. My body aches for you. Yearning for your touch, your loving, Why can't you go away? If you go away, I can't get over you. So please stay. I need you by my side. We are one. God has place you in my life and I don't want you to go because I can't get enough of you!